The only source of joy

So my life is going terrible right now ive lost my work friends who were there from early on in the job and the company has made us take in responsibilities we don’t want my relationship had to end with a way back looking hard and mabie impossible mu music skills have regressed to the point I can’t even sing most songs in tune 

I have one sorce of joy and thats Taylor swift even then it’s not the cure all it is when I’m nkt this low 

I have my tattoo to look forward to but at this rate I won’t be able to find more 

  • The first irony that comes to mind is the ‘shake it off’ song by Taylor Swift. Though mercifully it’s not the greater point that comes to mind.

    We live in a fast, and getting faster, world right now and there’s a lot of sink holes that an autistic person can all too easily fall into: result upon a declaration, over stimulus, under stimulus, change, performance checks, dating situations requiring a Job like quality of life to pass, paperwork, communal regression, solitude etc.. to name a few. 

    But autism to my mind, has a few upsides that make such things survivable in our peerless way, we are masters of the daily capable of rising out of bed simply for the love of the daily task, security and stability permitting. More than that we are capable of following an interest, for the sake of its interest, and walking the path of the fool unfettered in our pursuit of interest. We can forgive a trespass that does not still bite, we can freely walk with others of common interest, we are reliable and straight forward. Again to name a few.

    When the right moment comes, your pride will turn to ash, where it would choke a less interest driven men. You’ll be okay, it will pass, and more that you will let it pass for interests sake.. have faith, you’re built for this..:)