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I've been so stupid. I just need to tell it

Dogtooth

So firstly I don't want sympathy or kind words. I'm not fishing. I just need to get this in the open so it's not bottled up. 

I'm alone this weekend for the first time in a while. I've managed to properly screw it all up. 

Firstly I upset my boss yesterday and I didn't need to. I was thoughtless and now she isn't replying to me. She is one of my best friends. I should have put her first. 

Then the anxiety kicked in. I'm not gonna give details but I made the worst decision ever. I spent all night taking narcotics. I haven't slept at all. 

I'm now drinking red wine feeling like a total tool. Why do I keep going round this track. 

The definition of insanity is doing the same things over and over expecting a different result. 

OK. Thats me done. I've told it. At least I've told it. 

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  • what type of narcotics?

    also your boss seems cool if you was the bosses friend in the first place, i seem to be the enemy of every boss where i work. another cool thing is you argued with the boss and didnt receive any punishment, i receive punishments off my bosses for barely anything, if i argued theyd have suspended me, of which they actually did recently.

    so i think your still cool with your boss, you will know when your no longer cool with the boss as you will be punished alot.

  • in reply to Caelus

    I used copious amounts of cocaine. 

    My boss was once my assistant. I trained her. When my old boss retired I didn't want to go up so put her forward for it. 

    So she now is my boss. She is amazing. She always looks after me. I am wrong in this instance. I've known her for 10 years so I know we will be cool. 

    I'm disappointed. I'm supposed to be her rock. Support her. I failed that task and instead piled more crap ontop of her.

    I hate that I've done that. 

    Anyway. No more self pity. Thank you for your support. Genuinely. I'm blown away that people give their time to me.

  • in reply to Dogtooth

    eesh be careful with cocaine, that one can decay and collapse your face.

    there are other safer drugs that have no bad effects but i probably am not allowed to point out which on this site as it would be a breach of the rules for me to promote drugs even if its a safe alternative to a more risky one.

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  • in reply to Dogtooth

    eesh be careful with cocaine, that one can decay and collapse your face.

    there are other safer drugs that have no bad effects but i probably am not allowed to point out which on this site as it would be a breach of the rules for me to promote drugs even if its a safe alternative to a more risky one.

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