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I've been so stupid. I just need to tell it

Dogtooth

So firstly I don't want sympathy or kind words. I'm not fishing. I just need to get this in the open so it's not bottled up. 

I'm alone this weekend for the first time in a while. I've managed to properly screw it all up. 

Firstly I upset my boss yesterday and I didn't need to. I was thoughtless and now she isn't replying to me. She is one of my best friends. I should have put her first. 

Then the anxiety kicked in. I'm not gonna give details but I made the worst decision ever. I spent all night taking narcotics. I haven't slept at all. 

I'm now drinking red wine feeling like a total tool. Why do I keep going round this track. 

The definition of insanity is doing the same things over and over expecting a different result. 

OK. Thats me done. I've told it. At least I've told it. 

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  • Hello Dog, glad you don’t want sympathy, you will find that in the dictionary between sh*t and syphilis. Get some sleep and start afresh it’s a new day. Addiction isn’t nice or easy to stop. Your boss most probably knows you better than you think, they are just giving you space, I’m sure it will all calm down, Going to addiction groups is good but you have to be ready and want to stop, yes listening to other people’s car crashes gives insight but you will only stop when you ultimately want to not because you need to.

    Chin up, onward and upwards.

  • in reply to Roy

    Yeah..:’D Just like pity is somewhere between, pi*s and p*op, I like your style.. :D.. I’d rather roll with empathy myself..:)

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