I don't like to eat. I find it causes me a lot of anxiety something that no one else seems to get. I hate the tastes and textures of food and drink. I hate swallowing, it feels like everything is scraping my throat and scratching it. I hate after eating, I get IBS and very often feel all sorts and find it off putting. When I don't eat I feel pretty good, it's like a breath of fresher air for me no pain and discomfort, less anxiety.
I've started skipping meals, no breakfast and sometimes no lunch. I've noticed that there's less pain and less anxiety. I've not got much bad effects from it either, I had only a little food for tea tonight and I feel good so far. During the daytime I feel a little worn out and sometimes dizzy but after a short rest I feel good again. I think that's to do with the anxiety though. It can cause me so many downers it's so debilitating at times.
