Feeling bad

I've had a bad afternoon. The morning was okay but the rest of the day has mega sucked. Because of the tumours I sometimes get really bad nausea and if in really unlucky I get periods where I can't stop being sick. This afternoon that happened. I thought I might have to go to hospital, I have twice before but it stopped mid afternoon. It's left me feeling really bad though and I have a horrible headache which is really painful and has left me feeling low. I still haven't managed to tell anybody what's happening to me, my mum did seemed worried when I was sick earlier but she's put it down to a tummy bug. I'm still trying to work up the courage to tell her. I'm still suffering from Autism problems as well. I'm socially struggling I don't really talk a lot. I have to go shopping tomorrow and I hate going out, it's too loud and busy. Have all that to worry about as well. Pretty tired of everything.