Stressed Out.

I'm half way through my chemo.   I have a CT scan tomorrow which may deliver good, bad or very bad news.   

I'm sooooo stressed I can't keep it together..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pXRviuL6vMY

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  • Thanks - the scan is not the issue - it's just a quick ride through the washing machine.  Smiley    It's the potential results that's scaring the crap out of me.   They gave me 3-6 months in October and the chemo is just palliative. Disappointed 

    Classical music could be relaxing (or maybe some of the film scores like Lord of the Rings or Star Wars!)

    I'm getting triggered at any emotional music - Siegfried's Funeral, Sprach Zarathustra, Fingal's Cave, Aquarium -  practically anything with strong flash-back memories.

    My life is laid out in full technicolour in front of me - all 20,000 days of it - and I get the scan results on my birthday next week..