I am 45 yrs old,I was in care from the age of 9,when I was a kid I went to a bording school ,cos I had learning defictes in writing,spelling and maths.I was a loner when I was a kid and keep to myself.Now I still have learning problems like intracting with people,the only intracting I do is online,I have a hobbly I have had from when i was a kid.My Commodore 64 is next on display.If I have to go somewhere on my own I have to have plente of time to get use to it.If I have to talk to someone I don't know like my doctor(I see a different one all the time) I have a problem keeping eye contact and have to think what to say first be for saying it,I feel alone when I am not.When I am out I have to were a cap,like a baseball cap so I don't make eye contact with peple on the street.
When I type a word I see it sometimes in my head but I never typed it on the screen.So I did but didn't..
I like being on my own,A lot of the time I talk to myself,I have being talking to myself from a kid.
I only know how to spell now is cos of the internet,a lot of words I still can't spell.
I wounering if I have Autism or not cos it would make alot of things in my life make sence.