I think I have aspergers - what if the doctor says I don't?

I've just self-diagnosed (score of 42 on the AS test). I'm a 55 year old female. Preferred sitting in a corner reading as a child to interacting with others. Underachieved at school and was bullied. Thought at one point that I was the only human being and all the other kids were robots. Since leaving school have achieved some vocational & professional qualifications, where a course lasted no longer than 1 year.  I get exhausted by social situations, or if I have too many demands at work. I pursue special interests to the point of obsession and can talk about them endlessly  often forgetting to ask others about themselves or their ideas. I avoid conflict, tend to try to please others and feel hurt by real or imagined criticism. I've always been told that I look younger than I am and have also been told that I sound young on the phone. Due to not coping well recently, I saw a GP at my surgery who specialises in mental health, who has referred me for counselling. I asked him about assessment for aspergers and he said that as it takes some time to see a specialist, he will get a more detailed questionnaire than the standard AS test for me to complete and then go through the results with me.  My concern is - what if he says I don't have AS? 

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  • Thanks RC! 

    The inadequacy of the "one size fits all" therapies that are so often offered to autistic people has become something I'm very passionate about.  It makes me sad to think that many people do not get to experience the difference as I have.  I think the caring professions have as much to learn from us as we do from them very often!

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  • Thanks RC! 

    The inadequacy of the "one size fits all" therapies that are so often offered to autistic people has become something I'm very passionate about.  It makes me sad to think that many people do not get to experience the difference as I have.  I think the caring professions have as much to learn from us as we do from them very often!

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