hello
i have been at my job for three and half years. i have recently been diagnoised with aspergers. sorry for my spelling as i am not the best. i have dyslexia to.
i started out ok at work. then the shouting started, i was always shouted at every day for every thing. even small little tings. things other people will not be told off for. i work in a restrant in a department store. i have tried to change jobs but not had much luck and i will not be transfered to another department in my store. i would like to work but am really struggling. i was off sick last year due to work related stress that caused me to get very ill and depressed.
the girls at work in my department said i should go to hr and complain aboyt my supervisor shouting at me in front of every one staff and customers.
but the supervisor lied to hr about me so hr didnt believe me. it got to the point doc signed me off for three months as i started having black outs, losing constration, not eating and not sleeping as i was constantly thinking about work and what will go wrong next. it even effected my relationship with my parthner and family.
i went back to work. things inmproved but a girl i was friendly with is now just as bad to wards me. she says she knows i cant help it due to autism but she hates talking to me and working with me. she cant read me. she judges every thing negatively towards me
i take things literally, i over think things, i always panic about things which anoys her.
she tells me not to stress her ouyt as she dont need the stress and if she inchartge for the day. she will walk out if i stress her out. so i panice all day i will do something wrong to anoy her.
she dont understand me and said if i hadnt change by now i never will. we use to be friends. i am unsure why she has changed and become friends with my supervisor. i have heard them both talk about me on many occasions. it really upsets me
they both mates with hr. if i hadnt promised my boyfirend i wont quit as we need the money to pay bills i would.
most days i feel like crying due to it.
i had a panic attack due to her shouting at me and the girl then told manage ment she having heart palitations due to me. i feel so guilty.
sorry for a long story i would aperciate any advice on how any one of you cope with anxiety at work or stress.
i was only pancing due to her shouting at me. i didnt mean to panic.
