I can't cope today. My anxiety levels are awful and I can't talk to anyone. I feel so alone. I just want to go to W H Smiths and get a colouring book and I can't because my friend has my wallet and I need to go but they aren't emailing me back and I need to leave the house but if I leave the house I won't have any way to contact them and I just want to go round and get my wallet but I can't go unannounced and I just feel horrible and anxious and I hate it I hate it I can't calm down.