I am currently employed, and am considering applying for another job that may be better suited to me. I have recently found out about my AS traits and am realising how much they affect me in my position (communication issues, anxiety, social difficulties). I am fairly sure some of my colleagues are aware of my difficulties, as well as my manager. I am currently successful in the technical aspects of my job, however also I am aware of various tricky situations that have arisen due to communication difficulties, as well as general difficulties like time management.
I am nervous to apply to a new job in the knowledge that I have difficulties without disclosing anything. If would feel like lying to a potential employer- I can seem very chatty and ok at interview as I learn scripts for this and also very interested in my work- it's after this that the difficulties start, and I have a history of unsuccessful jobs due to social difficulties/bullying and being let go without an understandable reason. However I am also aware that in my field this will be viewed as a negative, and it does disadvantage me in several ways as my job requires a fair amount of time working with people. I also worry any disclosure may not be taken seriously as I think I can seem fairly NT (if a bit odd) on the surface.
I think I have answered my own question through writing this, and that is that I shouldn't mention anything, especially without a diagnosis. However it makes me very worried about applying for another position. Any advice? Feel like I am going round in circles with this! Thanks for your help in advance.