Newly diagnosed, but not new

I'm not new at all, over 11k points for activity in this forum through last 2,5 years. Today was my last assessment date and I received diagnoses: autism, synaesthesia, cptsd. It was an interview ACIA for adults. The lady spoke to my husband on the phone for few minutes. She was not particularly interested with my documentation, at some point I even started showing her without her asking for it. I was kind of frustrated that she was not interested with the records I collected. But then I gave up. She said, my account is the most important and she loved the photos of my creativity and my rich inner world. It was like a friendly conversation and my experience there was very positive. I asked her several times if she is sure, that it's autism, maybe something else. She confirmed each time, that there is no better explanation to my experience. I didn't try to mask, or unmask, I didn't try to explain everything best. I was just myself, entered the room, took off my jacket, took out my file and waited for the assessor to speak first.

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  • Hi   I am glad you have some diagnostic answers now. The assessment process is tough so please be gentle with yourself as you let this all soak in.

    In the Tori Amos song 'Winter', which I am learning in a choir, her father asks her 'When are you going to love you as much as I do?' Makes me think, every time I sing it.

    It is easy for us to perceive our challenges as our fault, when they are not. We are in a world not built for our brains. If you can learn to accept yourself just as you are, life is likely to weigh less heavily, and you deserve that. 

    Purple heart

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  • Hi   I am glad you have some diagnostic answers now. The assessment process is tough so please be gentle with yourself as you let this all soak in.

    In the Tori Amos song 'Winter', which I am learning in a choir, her father asks her 'When are you going to love you as much as I do?' Makes me think, every time I sing it.

    It is easy for us to perceive our challenges as our fault, when they are not. We are in a world not built for our brains. If you can learn to accept yourself just as you are, life is likely to weigh less heavily, and you deserve that. 

    Purple heart

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