I really don't mean this in you have no right to care. But if you have children, jobs. Support yourself. Aren't abused. Why you care what people think of you or your mind? As one that is ostracized. No reason to live. I only care because I want not be scared or in pain or risk having no home or food or health care. I think death be end to pain. I don't want label or expect good life just want not be hurting. I once thought be nice to have just one person to trust. But don't expect that now. Too vulnerable to be used. Why people not happy they're loved and protected. Just be able to go out and not scared I won't come back cos police because upset and volume. Or hit because said wrong thing. Didn't want die but asked everyone.
