I notice that I just dont have much trust in myself as a human, and I have really low self esteem because of it, its like I dont feel I know what’s going on in the world, like I just dont get what the right thing is to say or do, I dont trust my own words and I have to ask my family for help to sound out my emotions
I struggle to know what I want to do and have my own feelings, without having a melt down, im generally okay most of the time as long as the task or my job is repetitive I stay in my hula hoop , but if I have to do something new or think for my self or problem solve my brain just melts down, I was wondering if this is just me or is it common for this to happen to other level2 autistics
to those of you who are older and have the same problems as me did it ever get better or was it just a part of you that you had to just live with, id appreciate any insights I just came to the realisation of what was causing it for me , and im not sure if its a personality issue caused by somthing else or it is just a common thing for people with this type of autism
