Hi,
I feel like an imposter. Living life completely on the edge and nothing I ever do is ever good enough.
I have been in the same job now for 2 and a 1/2 years most of the time, I feel like I'm winging it. I put it on a massive front Infront of everybody and I now feel like I have no energy and they motivation, and I keep making mistakes at work and no longer feel like I belong there.
I have put on this front for so many years, I don't know how to "be myself " anymore.
The only time I feel any sort of peace is when I'm either playing football or playing Golf. Even then i'm not very good at either.
I have recently been referred for an assessment for autism, but could this just be down to depression?