So. I have this strange conflixt when it comes to working I know I can do a job and know I need to so I can afford things but A most jobs drag and that 8 hours feels like weeks whilst my time at home feels like seconds and B I always feel sad when working as I'm missing out on all other aspects of my life because of the burnout I'm. Hoping this is mostly due to shift work which I will be avoiding from now on
My last job I would always work all summer most of Christmas etc my last day was even new years eve when I had to travel a long way to go have my new years celebrations oh and i worked most Christmas eves and had I not had a family at home they would ofntostef ne for Christmas Day(in a retail shop by the way)
It's so hard though because if I work part time I ended up in debt as all unemployment help in terms of money stops if your living on your own and if I work full time I get more money but less time at home. Kinda makes me feel like this is where being nd makes. Life harder
