So as an audhd Person I love a list and as an ADHD person a list can help me be organised but that's where the contradiction comes into play if I have my autistic ridtness gets upset if incant stick to that list unless it makes sense logiclt to do so I.e if I. Budget money to make it. Stretch to. The penny bit then money eases for em. My logic. Kicks in and says ok let's make. Life. Easier we don't need that coffee maker just yet that leaves us with more money for actual coffee
And a diffent type of contradiction people hear autism. And assume I love new tech and ai and such but I prefer old tv sets and calculators
And as much as I love a info dump about my favourite subject I feel like if I go too far j to tv lore or console repair it ruins the magic and simplicity of it for me but I also enjoy lore just when its part of the show jot when it's coded or hinted at or in a long forgotten book
And whilst I'm on that subject I hate not when people online have all their fan theories about films. But let's say I say I think Ed Norton's hulk is an alternate mcu peolle out right say no you can't think tha. What so I'm allowed to. Be created with the cobtrodiction of being creatively minded is bad?