Hi my name is David [edited by mod to remove personal information].
I'm a 21 year old university of salford student currently living in manchester
as the subject says I am suffering from major depression and thought this might be the best place to talk about it as I feel like people don't understand what its like to be autistic and depressed.
I feel rather alone because despite the fact I have friends I have never romantically connected with anyone.
I also feel like im playing a balancing act between what I want and what other people expect of me
for example I got into a massive arguement with someone when I was in college because they said I moaned too much I was not aware I was doing in and as such I repress a lot of my bad emotions
It seems to be causing me problems however such as problems getting to sleep and bursting out into tears at the drop of a hat
I thank you for taking the time to read this and was wondering if anyone had any advice whether its direct of someone who I could talk to
