Something I find myself thinking about quite a lot is making decisions about whether or not to do the thing, whatever the thing may be. There is much that I choose not to do because I fear it will be too much and could result in becoming overwhelmed or, worst case scenario, having a meltdown. And yet I don't want to completely cut myself off from the world. This is particularly on my mind at the moment because I am currently applying for a new job that would mean moving to a new place where I don't know anyone and making a totally new start. It could be the beginning of an exciting new chapter in my life, or it could be putting myself in a vulnerable situation where I don't know anyone and have no safety net. I am planning to travel upcountry for an interview on Monday. So, as you can imagine, I am more than a bit spun out by this.
I am curious to see if any of this resonates with you and would love to hear your thoughts.