Sorry for this post. This is my first on here, my names Dominic , but I like to be called dom. I am a 34 yo m, diagnosed by clinical partners over year ago with asd and adhd (innatentive) worked a chef always, have multiple physical health conditions as a result of long term neglect of my personal care , reached breaking point earlier in feb and march with 2 x OD S attempts, spaced a month apart approx, had to quit my job , only my mum who is supporting me financially (it’s *** as she’s on pip) never lived independently, so situation is now basically unliveable really , I did a pip assessment by phone on Friday and waiting to find out this and uc, I still need to send of a wca50 for the job centre , and hoping if I get awarded any uc I might be eligible for temporary supported living , this is the only hope, I just feel so scared that there’s no space for me in this world , I fucking hate people so much sometimes, just feeling let down by people who should help all the time