If I mention autism to my mother (who has two very autistic grandchilden), she shuts me down. She finds the word offensive.
"You haven't been diagnosed, so don't talk about it! Shut up! " I don't know why she is ashamed by it.
I just want to live on my own. I don't have family or friends. I will try my hardest to get my own place and isolate.
Proving my condition to the council is going to be draining. I don't have energy because of my gut disease and Barrett's esophagus.
God speed my friends. I'm not sure if I have the energy to do this.
I'm not wanted, but I don't want to cull myself. It would be nice if I had a council property where I can just sleep without the loud noises.
