So I'm back to been tired and lacking any energy to do anything and my job can be over stimulating specially at the weekend. And this has left me to think that I should try and reduce my burdern so I don't get burnt out.
At the moment I'm a buddy trainer, and while I do love teaching people, I find that the company putting more reasonability on the job, has left me always draining, specially when the team is letting everyone down. Now stepping down would be easy to do and I would only lose about £6 a week in doing so. So I am thinking about doing that.
The other thing is I was thinking of reducing my hours by 10 hours a week and this is something I have to think about really hard as I don't think I can live on such a reduction in my wage if I drop my hours like that. But I know it would help me mentally.
I don't want to quit this job, as I know how to do my job, I know how it works, and with been there for 12 years I'm also fully protected by the law.
I have hared about PIP, but not sure if that would help me, or if I should just suck it up and keep the hours I'm doing.