I got ADD+Autism. I am just so tired. Weekends, one's supposedly meant to be relaxing. But, weekends is really another endless amount of chores to pickup from everything I didn't have energy to do after work in the evenings of the weekdays. I feel like I'm constantly working, I take on way too many personal projects as well, because here's the catch: I do not know how to relax. And any moment in between work and personal projects, I have constant bureaucracy to-do's hanging over my head. I tried so many different hobbies. They all eventually stress me out too. I exercise 5 days a week. Doesn't seem to help.
Sorry for rant, not sure if there's any advice to be given or if anyone feels or felt similar, but not sure where to turn to.
I'm just tired of these meltdowns and of living this way, but I really don't know how to manage it.
