My current bed/ matress has springs popping out and duvan is broken and big curve in middle. My issue is I get crazy anxiety and panic attacks with new bed and mattress. I've had a new mattress sitting up against the wall now for two years and I have done this many more times before, all because I don't like the feeling and more due to sensory issues and change. In which cause meltdowns. Panic attacks and bad anxiety I don't know what to do sigh it's exhausting being like this I get a panic attack if my bed is to far away from the wall how weird I am man.