Sorry I need to quit booze

I might have to end up doing dry January afterall. Sorry about yesterday. Last nite was godawful. One minute I am invincible and euphoric next I am trying to jump out the window and I am screaming in my flat like a deranged lunatic at 1AM. What is wrong with me?? I think I'm bipolar

Parents
  • Hi, we only learn from our falls, get back up on the horse and start again. A blip made me more resolute, I used to hate waking up and wondering what chaos I might have caused. Alcohol for me did rip the mask off, unfortunately it wasn’t the introvert me underneath , it released my alter ego. 

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  • Hi, we only learn from our falls, get back up on the horse and start again. A blip made me more resolute, I used to hate waking up and wondering what chaos I might have caused. Alcohol for me did rip the mask off, unfortunately it wasn’t the introvert me underneath , it released my alter ego. 

Children
  • That's very true. Were all on our own individual journey to learn the great mystery of life I suppose. Same here buddy. When I drink all my dark negative projections and thoughts seem to be enacted into reality because of the lowering of my inhibitions caused by the alcohol. For me alcohol doesn't affect my mask. It doesn't take off the mask for me because it's not strong enough it just kinda makes me sleepy and frees up my inhibitions that's all I do not get any euphoria from alcohol like others do.