Hi, I’m struggling with a lot of things.
I want to know what’s happening. I also don’t feel safe most of the time.
I also feel my life’s been ripped apart permanently.
Im sad but I have nowhere to go.
People escalate things when I just want to understand and know how to deal with things.
I don’t want to go outside as the world is busy outside today as it’s sunny and when the summer comes it will be busier which is too difficult to cope with.
It’s not people it’s me having difficulty with the amount of people. Even a few people it’s too much
I can be okay if the people are okay.
I is want to live away where there’s no people so I can go outside. Get fresh air and no noise or people.Unfortunately that’s not how the world is.
Also I’m stressed out but it will always be this way.
Everyone I knows lives ripped apart and they are ill.
I can’t move forward. Although it may appear I am on the outside.