Past, present, future

Oh God, I've just realised something! I'm terrified of the past and the future. Okay, maybe 'terrified' is a bit extreme, but I hate to plan, I never properly look forward to anything and if I think too much about the future, I think of old age and death... and the past just makes me feel sad. When I am really stressed, I zone out and live completely from second to second... and I am happiest when living completely in the present.

Anyone else experience this?

Parents
  • I don't know my childhood self was me all me without having to pretend, don't hate my childhood self i hate the people who took advantage and those who didn't understand me, which was the majority of people. I don't like looking back but looking back now that I am more sure of why I am the way I am I now understand why my dad was the way he was and still is the way he is. growing old scares me silly so as I stated before I tend to stay in the present. nice to know we share common fears. Aren't old people lovely.

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  • I don't know my childhood self was me all me without having to pretend, don't hate my childhood self i hate the people who took advantage and those who didn't understand me, which was the majority of people. I don't like looking back but looking back now that I am more sure of why I am the way I am I now understand why my dad was the way he was and still is the way he is. growing old scares me silly so as I stated before I tend to stay in the present. nice to know we share common fears. Aren't old people lovely.

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