Articulate?

I don’t think any if what you describe would suggest that a person is not autistic, or that on its own would suggest that a person could be autistic. 

I wonder if you could talk to a professional such as a psychotherapist or counsellor who is experienced in dealing with autistic people? 

Many autistic people find mixing with other people difficult but often it’s because of communication difficulties causing distress rather than not wanting to be sociable, at least that is what I have read, and is what I have experienced. Being sensitive would add to the distress.

Do you want to mix with people? 

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No, but I do want some friends in real life who are straightforward. 

Thanks 

No, but I do want some friends in real life who are straightforward. 

Whether or not you are diagnosed with autism, the only way you will be in a position to find friends is by getting out and about. It’s very difficult to find genuine friends online. 

Your GP would be the first person to speak to about your difficulty in mixing with others. You may be offered counselling or help from service providers that could provide support as you seek to meet people who could be potential friends.

Good friendships are often forged through shared common interests. You could consider volunteering for a charity that works for the interests of horses/dogs/older people/people with learning difficulties/social justice/poverty etc., or take a short course in a subject of interest at a local community college/library/council supported scheme.

I realise that these things may seem impossible to you right now, but you can take baby steps to achieving your goals, one small step at a time.