I’ve been in darkness for decades. When I tried to come out of the darkness It doesn’t last as I’m not able to step out for long.
I appear to be fine and talk but I’m not me. My brain is not my brain.
I see a stimuli on a rare occurrence that reminds me of 23years ago. But it happened once the other day after 23years.
It was me and how I use to see the world.
I want myself back. But I’ve been brainwashed and medicated.
My brains not me.
I haven’t been my brain for 20+ years.
Perceptions shifting constantly.
Can anyone thoroughly understand this?