Hello all I know this may sound strange
I'm looking for support to learn more social and have more understanding of the social cues in intimacy or social settings
I'm 35 I have autism and I fell although I'm 35 my social skills are very far behind I would like skills more of a 14-15 year old teenager
I have done therapy to close the book on my traumas as a child I was heavily bullied I didn't have any friends growing up this happen from primary to secondary school.
As a older teenager I did try to get a gf but I was often meet with rejection back than the rejection was quite harsh.
I do fell rte bullying and rejection I faced from ages 8-22 has stunned my social development a lot for example I struggle with friendships reading social cues and never had a intermate relationship
I would like to do but I fear the rejection but I also fear getting it wrong and screwing it up
I just wondering if there's any courses or stuff I can do to help me devolpe social skills and being them up to date to a man of my age so I can do things more socially and start having intermate relationships as I always fear of getting it wrong or missing the hidden social cues
Thanks you reading
