Hi this is an advocacy question. I have quitepian prescribed to keep my psychosis under control and its vital for my sleep and thus rest to enable me to function. The doctor without warning just put me on a 7day prescription from 28 days. Reason i had failed to complete a blood test required to allow doc to maintain my prescrpition of this vital meds. Okso i really stuggle keeping myc28 days repeat prescription administration let alone now every 7 days, thus i keep missing the day i should re order. Plus the requirements to interact now have quadrupled and my anxiety off the deep end due to missing my repeat prescription requirements thus left now between prescription medless. Consequently loss of sleep further reduced functioning etc etc negative cycle. Tried to self advocate with doc surgery and was coldly told self refer to mental health services as we dont have to prescribe if you dont get blood test. So i askedcif they could help and send me the bloods form but week latercstill no blood formscin post. Reminder email to them sent. I am experiencing significant reductions in capacitybto function now due to worrying i wont pass a blood test. Worrybif i dont pass i will loose this med that since being prescribed has changed my life for better. I also had an exceptionally bad blood experience last time i was in hosptal due to autsim related dehydration as i forget to drink. I experienced 9 attempts to get blood. So sensorial issues r preventing me engagj g with a blood test. I feel very much like this all exacerbates my difficulites and i am unable to access help due to the problems this creats makes me feel less than normally barrierd to seaking help due to socisl anxiety. I feel unable to solve this prblem and feel some how its very wrong to use my medication and subsequently feel like my very condition is being used against me. I know its important i get my bloods done but i feel like my doctor is punishing me and it feels cruel to use my health and worsenjng health to motivate me. Unfortunately the reality is i am less able and less motivated to bexable to perform the blood test than i would ordinarily be able to. It feels realy really cruel! Also my doctor now feels unsafe currently i just know i will eventually run out of motivation to keep the 7 day new prescription order requirements up and i will stop twking the meds voz i cant face the blood test or the confrontation with the doctor. I feel at the moment my dictor has a desire to get me off his books and i feel i cant go to him now for help. Its 2am and i have no Quetiapine and i am wide awake and i know i will crash ! My pyshcosis is increasing as i am fast becoming u able to cope with intrusive thoughts due to sleep loss and erratic medication now.