Yesterday I went with my mum to my local police hq to sort out bodycam footage & my official complaint towards the police officer who thought it was such a great idea to separate me & BlU in a suicidal situation they were reported 3x to my Flat & 2x on the road on inbetween attempting suicide theyve always think it's a good idea to separate BlU from me as they just see him as a toy. I live independently in June 2025 over the welfare of my health the police where called to arrest me covered in blood from self harm the police took BlU aeay from me & said you can't even look after your self let alone your teddy. I said can I have him back where you found him ass I was placed in cuffs with another officer holding me from escape & they said he can go in a evidence bag & in your backpack for now then gave him back to me after I attempted suicide. Then wasn't happy that the minute I got to hospital the 1st time I run away as hospital isn't a place for suicidal people as hospital is a place filled with weapons & kids & sick ill patients. Not an asylum or mental health ward. As our is off hospital ground.
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I don't pose any risk to anyone else apart from myself as I can't ignore bullying like many people can do. For me things seem to get bottled up & when the bottle is full with anxiety & depression & low self esteem. It's time to start where I tried to end it. By any way possible. BlU helps alot but he's not a medical professional he just a teddy who gets all the love & I try to protect him as he does for me. & if the public take BlU from me it's classed as common assault. But it's acceptable for a police officer to take him away from me.without apologising.
I'm 40 diagnosed with high functioning autism & level 3 autism & EUPD.
