I feel like I'm near the edge

Got diagnosed with autism+ADD a year ago, I’m 31, live in the UK and me and my boyfriend are looking to move in together in Manchester.

I love my partner more than anything, I've never met anyone that actually meets my needs like he does, so I can't see a world where we aren't together, but I am so afraid that our finances aren’t going to be accepted by landlord, that for some reason my eu-settlement status is not going to go from pre-settled to settled, etc.

I try so, so hard to make sure all paperwork for everything is 100%, I’m also hunting for jobs, sending at least 6 applications per day, since start of the month, but.. I feel like I’m on the edge of giving up on everything, move back to my home country and put myself under social care because I don’t know if I’m capable of having the life I actually want

I can’t sleep, I have constant anxiety/palpitations, I can barely eat

I'd really appreciate any advice because I have nowhere else to turn. Has anyone else felt this way? If you got through it, how?

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