I know the most boring thing anyone can do is tell you about their dreams, so I'll keep this short and specific.
This year, I've been having a lot of dreams in which I'm particularly Autistic. Last night, it was two people sitting down beside me in a restaurant and trying to start a conversation. I couldn't say a word and just wanted them to go away. Even in my dreams, I have an internal monologue going and this was laughing its a— off: "OMG! You are like soooo Autistic! lol" I still thought it was funny when I woke up. I also often have Autistic dreams where I assertively advocate for myself, which might be a promising sign.
Does this mean I'm past the point of impostor syndrome, or have my conscious ruminations invaded my subconscious?