Hi Everyone
I'm a 39 year old female, diagnosed 2 years ago, first time poster.
I'd be so grateful for any advice / stories / perspectives people could share in relation to dealing with work performance reviews. I work in a targeted industry, and end of year reviews are broken down into 4 categories (don't get me started on the injustice of these).
The categories clearly state that if you don't meet even one of your targeted objectives (which is a £ number - so it is clear where that target has been achieved or not) you will be classed as not achieved overall, and thus not eligible for a pay review.
I didn't meet one of my number objectives, so I've been told I've not achieved and not eligible for a pay review. A colleague of mine, however, has also not met their number objective but is told they have achieved overall and are eligible for a pay review. I challenged this and was told it was about degree.
I can't express how much this frustrates me and upsets me. I feel like what is the point of the achieved/not achieved if it is going to be disregarded / disapplied. And who's to say when that is? what degree makes the difference - is it 10%? 33.3% My work has no answers on this, of course.
I feel like I can't exist within this structure as I don't know what the actual basis for the reviews is.
My work don't appreciate this at all, and suggest that some degree of movement is good. But it isn't for me, and has left me feeling very depressed and alone.
Please can anyone offer any advice to try and cope with this?
Thanks so much in advance
JTP