My batteries are drained, I need a break from it all. Not having to worry about every penny I spend, when my landlord will realise that I haven't paid the outstanding bill, the endless amd fruitless job hunt, the humiliation by the benefit system. Friends that want you to come out because it will make you feel better and then relentlessly talk amongst themselves about their next trip, holiday, partner, concert, Restaurant, family, memories whilst I have nothing to talk about and it all just makes me feel worse
