Hi guys I’m having a really really hard time at the moment
I’m undergoing diagnosis for Autism, I also have ADHD, fibromyalgia, a stomach problem, depression, anxiety IT GOES ON!
I’ve been off work with my asthma for 2 weeks - working from home for a week. As my my doctors note (work don’t really allow it)
I’m really really struggling with everything and I don’t know if it’s autism getting on top of me or just everything.
I woke up this morning and the thought of going to work had made me ball my eyes out for nearly a hour and nearly be sick because how much I’m cry, which then sets my asthma off!
It’s not that I don’t like my job, the job is okay I’ve been doing it from home it’s just the thought of going to work, leaving the house, being in an office with a load of people is literally making me have a breakdown and cry every morning.
I’ve told work I’m undergoing autism diagnosis and all the other issues I have but they don’t seem to understand.
I think I’m just going through a burnout but I have no idea what to do, I haven’t looked much into autism except the last year and I feel like it’s (I know it can’t) just getting worse and worse to the point I don’t even want to leave to go to work anymore it’s really effecting me.