Today was the funeral it was really overwhelming at first clashed with my friends sister. The cars arrived at i managed to get in at the end of the service we went back to my friends sisters and we both apologised to one another and got on well. I supported my friend through out today and ran over to him when he broke down after his dad was placed in the ground. Had loads of people hug me and I was like I don’t like this but managed to hug back and luckily me and my friend went for a walk with his sisters dogs which helped a lot. Now having a cuppa over my friends flat and I’m glad I’m away from all the people now. I am proud of myself for overcoming my fears of people and I’m glad I was able to stay strong today.