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I always found it really difficult to describe and tell other people what it's like having aspergers and how difficult it is for me to cope if I don't do enough of the things I enjoy everyday and not have enough fun, this blog literally nearlly everything that has been mentioned on it exeactly matches what I want to express!It's especially the "Bored" part that just made complete sense and just got me... that amount of understanding it that paragraph. Like when it says the things that I'm not interested in, I don't care and the whole imagination doing something else that I care about completly got to me, I so understand that feeling.
That's just how I feel everyday when I am at work and my manager starts talking about bike rides etc what I really don't care about, I pretend I'm really listening but in my mind, I always am in my imagination world with the current thing I'm really addicted to, at the moment it is Person 4 Golden on the Playstation Vita, as I've spend like 52 hours on the single player, I'm like extremely addicted to that game right now, I am always thinking about it continously in my mind like what I should do next etc even when I'm not playing it, the music is in my head, leveling up, the Persona fusions ahhhh so much cool stuff! That's what happens when my manager talks to me, I just end up thinking about Persona 4 all the time because that's what I'm currently into, it's been like that for the past few weeks now, I remember it was Infamous Second Son back in March, soon it will be Watch Dogs coming out on PS4! Anyway, I'm drifting off the subject, hopefully you all know what I mean!
In fact just everything in that blog relates, I don't understand what the hell is happening and going on at work as well, I just am extremely focused on my work which I've been trained at the beginning to do, I'm comfortable with doing the same tasks everyday, but I just can't understand/ keep up with everyone else, it's too hard to communicate. But yeah... hope you all read that blog, it makes complete sense and relation to me and I'm sure it would to most of you as well if you're like me, knowing exactly how you feel but have absolutly no chance or words to or idea on how to express it needing another source which you can find to express it out for you and you just have that feeling it relates as soon as you read the right thing! 