I am the fool. Loneliness, self deprecation, emotional damage both taken and inadvertently given are a regular part of life. I am asexual, as I am ambivalent towards people, even disgusted, myself included. I find the notion of romance and whatnot distasteful. I am also asocial by circumstance, geographically and by age, gender and personality. I am a poisonous and depressing entity by nature.