as mrs.snooks says, it is probably worth giving yourself a name rather than a number, so people can build a small mental picture of you if they wish to interact.
If you click on the profile icon...
There are probably plenty here who identify with what you've written, and I empathise.
Hi NAS88978, Welcome. I am not in your demogarphic, but welcome. It's probably worth giving yourself a username and a profile. I get a little nervous about bots. Hope you don't take offense, but it has happened on here, and it has make me a little more nervous about posting.
