3 Good Things (again)

1. Tommorow I cut and dye my hair 
2. soon I will shave my arm hair too
3. i learned a bit more on the bass today and im getting better at fretting a bass without fret buzz which I really need to master before I resting this thing 

1. Dropped a class (surprising easy and quick to do). Gonna get a “W” on my transcript but that’s probably better than failing. Also that class what the most understimulating thing I have ever encountered

2. Going to be Oaken for Halloween

3. Ali (my dog) is better from being sick last two days. …I suspect it might’ve been from me taking her to a splash pad that said no dogs…but she okay now 

1. My visit to the dentist went okay - she thinks she will be hopefully be able to save my teeth - though may lose 1

2. Emailed my ex-apprentice again and hoping a few of us from work can meet up and give him some support.

3. Have an urgent appointment with my psychiatrist to try and prevent me from getting into a bad low.

Had a good trip by train this morning.

Sunshine makes me happy

my golden rule is to borrow one book from the library and the telephone box book exchange. I don't want everything out of control. Also do a book journal (keeping a record)

1. Rang dentist up and asked about my upcoming surgery

2. did a wash load of clothes 

This is covering the last few days due to being busy 

1. Managed to get to Bermuda safely with luggage despite the cyber attack at Heathrow airports
2. Me and dad got upgraded to club world at check in then I got upgraded to first class at boarding
3. Swam in rough seas and survived 

I figured as such. Believe it or not, there isn't a great deal of people who are actually good with grammar. Most people rely on AI to do it for them.

Im terrible wirh grammar i think it’s possibly a form of dyslexia? I can read ok(at a slow pace) but typing and writing aren’t greats couple that with a iPhone keypad or infact any touch screen keypad i have major issues 

Thanks for the good things and sorry for the bad things. Take care out there. 

I promise I'm not trying to be rude or anything but I've noticed that in most of your replies in general have a bunch of grammatical and spelling errors... I was just wondering if it is because you aren't aware or because you just can't be bothered fixing them (that sounds meaner than I'm intending, sorry). I'm genuinely curious, that's all.

I have lots of speical interests haha so I feel like if I spend an hour or two deep diving into horses it would easily be a new one for the list becuase right now im just at the stage of horses make me smile and I feel deep empathy and connect around horses and ive never really been like that with dogs or cats(ok I know the name of Taylor swifts cats but thats a swiftie thing not a cat thing) 

my boss is (like me) AuDHD and Horses are her special interest. the shop (its a pet produce store) is filled with paintings she did of horses and we primarily sell horse supplies but also plenty of bird feed and feeders (along with chickens, budgies, and quails) and a bit of rodent and dog food (as well as rabbits and guinnea pigs).

Im jealous of my ex team leader she’s working at the horse yard and whilst it’s probably not as cute and cozy as I’d imagine jt to be something about horses makes me Happy 

1. I only had one breakdown/meltdown/panic-attack last week during my exams (I had 4 exams and would normally have a panic attack during each)

2. I got to go back to working with my support worker and he took me to his home gym which was fun

3. I got to work again on Saturday and actually did well despite being burnt out (I know that normally isn't good to do but when I'm emotionally drained, I need distraction. I recharge with work and animals and my job provides both)

3 is becoming harder by the day here’s 3 bad things thats way too easy

1. despite advocation from my ex assistant manager o have Ben made to run a shift at work during which I had to waste 100s worth of produce due to a freezer malfunction
2. this also ment having to train up someone who I honestly don’t think is right for the Job 
3. this also ment the tills have some how been miscounted by a large amount meaning a possible investigation or whatnot 

let’s try for some good things 

1. the Olivia rodgrigo album i listened to last night was good (even if my tape deck does need some work done on it)
2. tattoo is 100% booked in
3. i learned two new bass riffs(but I do need to do lots of work on the bass ita self to stop fret buzz and stuff)

Better today thanks - I get them if I do too much (not that I did very much the day before), they rarely go onto consecutive days and I usually know in advance I'm not going to be well as I'll have spent longer than I should have working on something.

Hope you had a better night, migraine-free. 

I'm sorry to hear about how things are feeling hard at the moment. It is hard to feel postive when life is throwing stuff. I don't have any advice really, just that to find something that helps you get through times like this. And just hold on in there.

I am listening to a Taylor anthem at the moment. 'Delicate'. Take care.

1. Cut my hair (and talked to myself about my holiday plans)
2. Got two tax returns done ... finally. Didn't owe any tax!
3. Went for a nice walk 

1. I now have a coat of paint on 2nd wheel of my van and almost finished cleaning rust off 3rd (they looked terrible so needed painting)

2. Got a sunflower lanyard last week and after making a small felt cover for the scratchy bit at the back tried it yesterday when out and about and it worked OK.

3. The migraine I've had since about 4am has now more or less cleared.