Hello everyone I am an adult with level 1 ASD I didn't know I had this until a few years ago but it started to make sense why I always felt different. I still am struggling with socializing and being out of my home or my comfort zones. Environmental stimuli that I cannot control causes what I think are meltdowns. Even if I attend an event or gathering, I either suffer or leave early. I have been shunned and uninvited to a lot of events because of this. There are many family members and others who don't understand ASD or are not very focused on even trying to understand me. So they just figure why even bother with me. I have become very isolated and depressed, but I am in therapy. I don't know anyone with ASD. I need friends and more supportive people in my life. It is very hard and has taken a toll on my health and self esteem. So that's why I am here...to maybe have a place where I don't feel, so out of place. Thanks for reading. Happy holidays to everyone