Hi everyone,
I am writing this because I feel at a loss as to what to do and just want to feel understood. I am 28, have EUPD and was refused autism assessment by the NHS neurodiversity team because of this. It was very disheartening considering my only sibling is non verbal and autistic with a multitude of other things too.
I’m struggling at work. I have fibromyalgia and have been on long sick leaves multiple times due to anxieties, mental and physical health but I honestly think a lot of it is burnout. I feel hopeless because this has happened in other jobs I’ve had too but never to this severe of a level. I literally just dont think I can cope anymore but I’m scared because of financial needs. I don’t know what to do to be able to support myself, but equally, I feel like no one around me fully understands what I mean when I say I honestly know I cannot maintain this any longer for my own sanity.
I hope someone understands what I mean, thank you for reading this