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maybe i'm just a terrible person?

saccharinedreams

I'm being assessed for autism in 9 days and I'm beginning to second-guess myself. maybe all of my problems my whole life are just because I'm a *** person? Perhaps I'm just looking for a scapegoat for my *** personality? that's why I can't make or maintain friendships. That's why people have thought of me as weird my entire life. maybe I'm just horrible. I'm about to spend all this money on an assessment just to be told something I already know: that I just suck. There is no real diagnosis for me. I'm just an awful person. 

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  • I get that, all too well. I don't live in the UK, so don't have access to my medical notes and my childhood, which would help I think if I were to seek a diagnosis, but socially there can still be painful experiences. So it ca be easy to suspect that maybe there is somethong really bad and defective about me too. I guess that's why it would be nice to know once and for all. Best of luck with it. 

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  • I get that, all too well. I don't live in the UK, so don't have access to my medical notes and my childhood, which would help I think if I were to seek a diagnosis, but socially there can still be painful experiences. So it ca be easy to suspect that maybe there is somethong really bad and defective about me too. I guess that's why it would be nice to know once and for all. Best of luck with it. 

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