maybe i'm just a terrible person?

I'm being assessed for autism in 9 days and I'm beginning to second-guess myself. maybe all of my problems my whole life are just because I'm a *** person? Perhaps I'm just looking for a scapegoat for my *** personality? that's why I can't make or maintain friendships. That's why people have thought of me as weird my entire life. maybe I'm just horrible. I'm about to spend all this money on an assessment just to be told something I already know: that I just suck. There is no real diagnosis for me. I'm just an awful person. 

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  • I’m sorry, you are having hard time. I don’t know you personally, but for me, a horrible person is someone who deliberately hurts others and gets pleasure out of it. I’m guessing from your post that this is not your case. 
    I wish you to get the answer you need to your problems, but even if the result is not as expected, there still must be some explanation to the problems you face. 

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  • I’m sorry, you are having hard time. I don’t know you personally, but for me, a horrible person is someone who deliberately hurts others and gets pleasure out of it. I’m guessing from your post that this is not your case. 
    I wish you to get the answer you need to your problems, but even if the result is not as expected, there still must be some explanation to the problems you face. 

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