adhd medication was uped a couple of days ago and i am feeling very fed up i am tired, dazed and not quite with it. i havent been out the house for the past few days i have just been lying in bed. i have been more dependant on my parents and i feel guilty because of it. i have had a couple of breakdowns and i am now starting to feel a little lonely i dont have many friends around me i only have one very true friend but he is an hour and a bit away from me so i can only message him or facetime. there is so much i want to do but have to wait for. sometines i feel like i have been waiting for my whole life and sometimes get fustrated. the whole of october was full of ups and downs.the medication has changed my appitite also so that is a bit annoying as i dont feel hungry as much and only want small portions. i have also recently started being hypersensitive towards food and have always been sensitive to smells making me gag but not throw up, i dont know how to control that. i have trouble proccessing all the infomation i am given and it all gets so overwhelming and confusing. why does life have to be so hard and challenging. now that i have my adhd medication i am now seeing more autism trait coming out. my adhd and autism overlap so its hard finding a balance. are teachers in main stream schools not trianied in spotting things like this early. as the physciatrist said it should of been picked up when i was a little girl. also why is the autism waiting list so long. at the moment i just feel so fed up and fustraited.i just want a bit of peace. a week where things are a litte easier to handle.
