I’m turning 30 in a couple of weeks and have been feeling really low about my life. I’ve had a lot of things happened this year that has me doubting my future and what to look forward to.
I have been worried about:
- Romantic relationships, how I understand them and if anyone would find me attractive with all my “problems”
- My health
- My independence (if I can cope living on my own one day)
- Understanding about money and how to learn to budget etc
I have been volunteering since July/August and have been loving it. But I have been feeling like I am missing something. I also envy my brother and his fiancée as they basically have everything I would like in my life (job, house, relationships etc). And I know that if I would like something like that I should go for it…but I find it difficult to pursue things I guess.
Basically I just feel lost, lonely and unsatisfied with life and unable to figure out what I should do.