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Career disillusioned

NAS96532

I'm 45 and am awaiting diagnosis, next week. I'm totally disillusioned with my career and job prospects. I got a job as an apprentice gardener last year and I'm finding it totally exhausting due to it being really social, plus lots of changing groups and social scenes all the time. It's way too much for me to handle. 

I'm considering leaving at some point and possibly going self employed and get a sociable part time job perhaps one day a week so I don't become socially isolated. 

I have no idea if I am in the right career or not. All my energy goes on trying to psychologically survive my job and process supressed meltdowns and confusing and negative interactions in work and none on gardening. I hate it. 

When it comes to jobs do you guys find that it's best to just choose an easy and stress free job that allows you to live a nice stress free life outside of work? Rather than choosing your dream career? I've tried doing the dream career thing and I've found it's over rated and didn't provide me with the security I needed and I was unhappy. Im thinking that the path of least resistant might be the best way forward from now on. Every career option I choose seems to have major reasons why I cannot do it due to my autism.

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  • NAS96532 said:
    I'm considering leaving at some point and possibly going self employed and get a sociable part time job perhaps one day a week so I don't become socially isolated. 

    I was employed for quite a few years and struggled through it. I was lucky to get away with countless hours in the toilets for years which sort of made it bearable. I hated being around so many people and found it tough to say the least.

    I have worked for myself for around 20 years and although it is tough going it suits me as I work by myself most of the time. I do work with some others at times and they are very likeminded which makes me feel comfortable. I wouldn’t have it any other way really which I’m grateful for. 
    Also when I’m between jobs I will have an easy day to prepare for my next job and give myself some breathing space. 

    Good to hear you are realising you need to have a day being sociable and then the rest working for yourself. Sounds like a great balance. 

    Hope it works out for you

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  • NAS96532 said:
    I'm considering leaving at some point and possibly going self employed and get a sociable part time job perhaps one day a week so I don't become socially isolated. 

    I was employed for quite a few years and struggled through it. I was lucky to get away with countless hours in the toilets for years which sort of made it bearable. I hated being around so many people and found it tough to say the least.

    I have worked for myself for around 20 years and although it is tough going it suits me as I work by myself most of the time. I do work with some others at times and they are very likeminded which makes me feel comfortable. I wouldn’t have it any other way really which I’m grateful for. 
    Also when I’m between jobs I will have an easy day to prepare for my next job and give myself some breathing space. 

    Good to hear you are realising you need to have a day being sociable and then the rest working for yourself. Sounds like a great balance. 

    Hope it works out for you

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