Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi sorry to ask this I don’t mean to cause offence. The reason I am asking is because I am having an MRI on Wednesday and I am absolutely terrified. I have been really ill having dizzy spells, headaches and sometimes vomiting. It’s like being drunk when I’m not. My friend who is also on the spectrum is taking me up in his car and is going to stay with me to offer support. The biggest issue is the dark tunnel and the noise when inside. I have had what I call freak outs which are mini metal downs over it. I have thought about cancelling but my friend keeps telling me don’t Rachel or you’ll regret it. I am going to take with me my favourite toy my pink squishmallow called cookie I hope that is allowed. If anyone wishes to share their experience with me I would really appreciate it. I am sorry for bringing a potentially sensitive topic up as well I wouldn’t have but I am really freaking out about this whole thing.
I reckon you'll be OK in that tube mate. I absolutely understand your apprehension and I can feel it too. This is something that needs to happen to help you be "better-well" again, and you demonstrate a determined power to get stuff organised and to get stuff done.
You've already achieved 90% of this task already, now you'll just need to lie down, be still and hear loud noises in a tube for a bit.
Good luck Rach.